FROM "idk"

KELBURN (2018)

can i touch your back? 
can i touch your hand? 
can i touch your legs? 

yeah 

can i touch your neck? 
can i touch your legs? 
can i touch your nose? 

can i touch your lips,
with my lips? 

can we kiss in the night 
when nobody's is looking 
kiss in the night 
we are drowning in goodness 
kiss in the light 
when the moon is arriving 
kiss from the height that we came up this evening 

we can do anything 
you can say anything 

can i touch you back? 
can i touch your legs? 
can i touch your neck? 
can i touch your belly?

your hair, 
your love, 
your love 
your love 

yeah

you should know (2018)

when the skies are cloudy 
when the nights are cloudy 
you should know what to do 
you should know that i love you 

when the days are lonely 
when the hours pass slowly 
you should know what to do 
you should know that i love you 

when the heart is crying 
when the hope is dying 
you should know what to do 
you should know that i love you

IDK (2018)

every little decision 
alters our existence 

how are we suppose to know 
what is right and what is wrong anymore 

every little thing 
puts me in a state of complete anxiety 
undeniably 
i want to leave 
living is such a chore 

but i should confess 
while i lie on the floor 

[CHORUS]

i don’t know what i can do, 
but i know there is more 

---

every little obsession 
grows into a cyst of 
unrealistic expectation 

why did i even bother 
to walk out the door 

what does it mean? 
what am i even here for? 

i don’t know what i can do, 
but i know there is more 

[BRIDGE]

so it goes 
who knows 
who knows 

will we ever change and grow 

so it goes 
who knows 
who knows 

will i ever regret what i chose? 

---

every memory 
cuts me inside 
a deep hole inside my chest 

did i already get 
the best of the best in this short life? 

is it worth the struggle and the strife? 
what is stopping me from taking a knife? 

i don’t what i can do 
but i know there’s more 

but i know there is so much more

waking up is always a disappointment (2018)

i had the dream again 
i lied awake in my bed 
you were there with me 
sleeping so soundly 

i took you in my arms 
like all the times before 
we talked about nothing 
i still felt like falling 

i woke up alone in my family home 
you were just a dream 
you were just a dream 

i long for the day 
when i no longer have in me 
the remnants of your love 
distracting me

INSOMNIA SONG (2018)

the moonlight is my friend 
she comes when the day ends 

i ponder no longer alone 
i just have to look out the window 

an owl frenzy takes over me 
it turns my mind, 180 degrees 
and nothing ever is as it seems 
is a dream ever just a dream? 

i look up to the stars in the sky 
to ask them "why?" 
they reply, 
by distantly shining 

i look up and wonder if there is a heaven 
the clock reminds me it's 5:37 

i should probably go to sleep 
but that's where my fears 
and fantasies meet. 

i should try to lie in my bed. 
but that's when i think of all things said 

i count some sheep 
some lilac, some pink 
i get up to get something to drink 

i walk around my home, i roam 
i cannot believe this is the place I've grown 

realise, my eyes can't open, they're dry 
and to this fatigue, i must comply 

i wish i could fly 
somewhere nice 
somewhere high 
but the world will duly suffice 

somewhere cold as ice 
filled with spice 
somewhere where nobody lies to to spite 

a land where i 
can be free 
as the moon 
and as the trees 

yes, this is my insomnia song 
if you know it 
than sing along